Yesterday the weight of trying to be a superwoman came down upon me. I want to do it all and be great at everything I have to do both professional and personal, but sometimes it’s hard to manage it all. At times being superwoman can just be too much.
At work there was tons of work to do, my friends needed to talk about some problem, and my family wanted to time too. On top of that I had writing business to take care of and I had work to do at home. With everything coming at me I just became stressed and felt like I could do anything.
I felt like I couldn’t control everything that was coming at me and it seemed like I failed. I went to bed mad and I had a dream that really touched me even though I can’t remember it all, I woke up with something telling me that I’m stronger than I think I am. Just because I didn’t do it all that doesn’t mean I’m weak, I’m not supposed to be able to do it all.
There are a lot of things that are going to happen each day and I can’t control them. I have to accept that and do what I can. I have to find a way to turn down my perfectionist ways and see that even if I don’t get everything done I’m still a superwoman.